It's a Puzzle ... !

It’s a puzzle,

Remembering the days when you were here

Sure puts a teardrop on my guitar

Remembering the days when you were there right next to me

Sure to share your smile with me

Remembering the days when you held my hand

Sure to promise me you would be there

Remembering the days when you kissed my cheeks

Sure to promise me that I was your very Christmas gift.

Remembering the very first day you met me

At the graveyard we set our hearts free

Remembering the times we cried together

Sure those made me feel so close to you

Remembering the times we laughed and shared our true selves

Sure that made me feel I’m all yours

Remembering our promises that we exchanged right under the cross

Sure that makes me kneel and pray for that very day

The very day I met you

The very day I first made you mine

The very day we shared a smile and fell in love

The very day I met the one I loved and set my heart on

That very day we vowed to be one

That very day today is now gone forever

I still wait in silence wanting that day to come back

I still wait in eagerness wanting to feel your presence

I still wait in impatience to feel your touch

I still wait anxiously for that one kiss on my cheeks

I still wait desperately for you

Knowing that you wouldn’t come back ever

I wait for my heart to console itself it’s time

I wait for my eyes to understand that they need to stop looking out for you

I wait for my cheeks to stop wanting the touch of your lips

I wait for my hands to convince me at every point in life that

Here I am alone and positive

Knowing you won’t come back

Knowing my time was up long ago

Knowing that I now I’m just another girl

Knowing that today there is someone else

I still wait and I will keep waiting…. 

Until I find the reason to stop looking

Until I find the other you

Until I find a heart for my heart

Until I find a soul that can win over mine

Until I find a man who would know me more than you did

Life is different today

Feels lifeless today

Life is lonely today

But my journey fills in for you

My heart is empty today

But no one to fill in this blankness 

My heart is filled with questions today

None of which could be answered anymore

My heart is filled with a complete emptiness

One that is hard to shed light on.

I know I need someone

A one to fill in for you

5 years down the line

I feel is just so cruel

I’m waiting for the one today

But finding none who’d stay

I wish I’d never loved

A man who’d go away

My tears are all dried up

Yet in my heart I pray

For a tear drop to fall
so I could get away

My life is on a standstill

An yet there is no glee

My life is just another picture

That entertains but has no fee

I wish for this to end someday

This emptiness, sadness and stray

I want to be happy

But who could show me the way?

 

I will be happy one day

I’m sure to live that day

It’s a puzzle today

But it’s sure to come my way …!