It’s a puzzle,
Remembering the days when you
were here
Sure puts a teardrop on my
guitar
Remembering the days when you
were there right next to me
Sure to share your smile with
me
Remembering the days when you
held my hand
Sure to promise me you would
be there
Remembering the days when you
kissed my cheeks
Sure to promise me that I was
your very Christmas gift.
Remembering the very first
day you met me
At the graveyard we set our
hearts free
Remembering the times we cried
together
Sure those made me feel so
close to you
Remembering the times we
laughed and shared our true selves
Sure that made me feel I’m
all yours
Remembering our promises that
we exchanged right under the cross
Sure that makes me kneel and
pray for that very day
The very day I met you
The very day I first made you
mine
The very day we shared a
smile and fell in love
The very day I met the one I
loved and set my heart on
That very day we vowed to be
one
That very day today is now
gone forever
I still wait in silence
wanting that day to come back
I still wait in eagerness
wanting to feel your presence
I still wait in impatience to
feel your touch
I still wait anxiously for
that one kiss on my cheeks
I still wait desperately for
you
Knowing that you wouldn’t
come back ever
I wait for my heart to
console itself it’s time
I wait for my eyes to
understand that they need to stop looking out for you
I wait for my cheeks to stop
wanting the touch of your lips
I wait for my hands to
convince me at every point in life that
Here I am alone and positive
Knowing you won’t come back
Knowing my time was up long
ago
Knowing that I now I’m just
another girl
Knowing that today there is
someone else
I still wait and I will keep
waiting….
Until I find the reason to
stop looking
Until I find the other you
Until I find a heart for my
heart
Until I find a soul that can
win over mine
Until I find a man who would
know me more than you did
Life is different today
Feels lifeless today
Life is lonely today
But my journey fills in for
you
My heart is empty today
But no one to fill in this
blankness
My heart is filled with
questions today
None of which could be
answered anymore
My heart is filled with a
complete emptiness
One that is hard to shed
light on.
I know I need someone
A one to fill in for you
5 years down the line
I feel is just so cruel
I’m waiting for the one today
But finding none who’d stay
I wish I’d never loved
A man who’d go away
My tears are all dried up
Yet in my heart I pray
For a tear drop to fall
so I could get away
My life is on a standstill
An yet there is no glee
My life is just another
picture
That entertains but has no
fee
I wish for this to end
someday
This emptiness, sadness and
stray
I want to be happy
But who could show me the
way?
I will be happy one day
I’m sure to live that day
It’s a puzzle today
But it’s sure to come my way
…!
